Sick of keep communicating ..
with someone who didn't like me at the first place.
Why I have such a ticking bomb stick with me for life?
No wonder my head keeps hurting recently,
and I can't sleep well now!
Communication supposes to make things work;
but rather, communication becomes a painful work ...
Just like a girl told me:
"that's the point, they don't want you to learn",
so now is:
"that's the point, they don't want to communicate well/make things work"?